I walked into work today, and On the notice board, where our bosses leave us importatn messages or anything, the girls at work had put up a HUGE sign that said "17 days 23 hrs till Das sees his girlfriend". I was sooooooo touched. And they updated it every hour. Tear. I love my collegues.
Might I say today was a really frustrating day of work. So our staff members(notice no bosses cos all the bosses quit) held a "meeting". Apparently, we were bashed by other members of staff and those of higher heirachy at some staff meeting. Our ex boss who was "fired" and demoted from supervisor to normal staff member, apparently has some sort of vendeta against me, and the rest of us, but mostly me. Over the summer I worked under her doing some computer related work. Anyways, basically, she fucked up so muchin her jjob, that I had to do her part, and my part, and ask her to do her part again most of the time cos she did a shitty ass half job. Apparently, this pissed her off. How it is my fault that she does a shitty job, I dont know, but anyways, she complained to my boss at that time that after the summer she doesnt want me to work for her anymore. I was like whatever. Anyways, turns out, she went to the head of the librarylast week ,and complained about students in our department, about our lack of discipline, and inability to get work done on time. I agree to a small degree about the lack of discipline part. When you have 6 students who get along really well, with everyone your bound to have a lotta noise, especially, when the job that needs to be done is mundane. However, the work done on time was complete bullshit, and angered me mopre than anything else. So now the super uber boss wants to pretty much fire those who do not "fill in the hours the library needs to be filled for next semester". She is pretty much asking us to put this stupid job before school, which again is bullshit. While the staff members were telling the students how everyone else perceives us, and as the students were gettin mad and violent and loud, i sat there quietly, listening and thinking about what I want to do, short of strangling Janice(the stupid lady who cant do anything right). at some point i spoke up, and suggested that we have a meeting with Lori(super boss), and explain to her exactly what we do, and how long each job takes, blah blah blah. Basically sugar coat ourselves. I feel that this is fuckin short of being retarded that I have to defned myself for doing a good job, and that we're gettin fucked cos some dumbass told Lori, who has never been to our office to see exactly what we're doing, that we arent doing a good job.This coming from a lady who got demoted because she was so bad at managing students.
1. People who point at their wrist while askingfor the time....I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
Wassup . I've been having such a great time with myself the past day, I didnt even have time to write a blog. Just sitting on my roof wrapped in a blanket and looking at the stars last night, with a full moon. It was like 2 degrees out last night, which is wierd, cos suddenly it became really fuckin cold, The past coupla weeks, I had opened my window, cos it was like room temperature outside, but suddenly, I find myself freezing if I dont close the window. Had cappy with my snuggled under my sweater. Shes such an adorable cat. I'm gonna miss her in bout a year. Dont think I can ever find a cat that could match her personality, and just everything that she does. Anyways, only 21 or so more days left till I get home. I'm friekin excited to be able to spend Christmas at home. It never really meant much to me, but this time round it'll be different. Anyways, Ting jsut came online, gonna go tend to her. Later ya'all.
"Moral fiber. So, what is moral fiber? It's funny, I used to think it was always telling the truth, doing good deeds, basically being a fucking boy scout. But lately I've been seeing it differently. Now I think moral fiber's about finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean. You know what? It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze. That's what moral fiber's all about. "
Today was an Interesting day. I came back from classs and work, and Dougs like"hey wanna go to the mall". I'm like sure and went with him. Well, normally, Id go into my favorite stores like EXPRESS and ABERCOMBIE and FITCH, or AMERICAN EAGLE, and look for clothes, but doug seemed to be in a hurry, so I followed him. Guess where he headed. *Drum roll* THE JEWELLARY STORE! He bought his engagement and marriage ring. Brought a tear to my eyes. It was so pretty. When the lady showed it to doug, I hugged him and I was like "Ohh doug, its so pretty, I love it, but not as much as I love you". But the lady saw right through it, and she was like alrite, you cut it out. I was dissapointed that my amazing acting did not convince her. Oh well. Hes gonna propose to her like this weekend. Once again, tear in my eyes. I remember when I had to propose like 4 1/2 years ago. Had lost a Jenga game, and was forced to propose to Ting. HA. How things have changed since then. Seemed like everything was a lot less complicated 4 years ago. Sigh. Growing up stuff is gettin difficult. Anyways, another long weekend awaits me. I'm gonna get me case of beer. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence! I THINK NOT.
Sup Beeches. Today has been a decent day. I was watching Desperate Housewifes last night, which by the way is awesome not only because of Eva Longaria, who is probably the hottest girl I've ever seen on a tv show. P.S:My recent issue of FHM interview claims that she likes younger guys. YAY. Anyways, the "motto" of the show last night was victory. THey say that the person who wins is usually the person who wants it the most. I could not agree more. Today I got my test results back. I can say that, since I started my life, this is the best I have ever done in a series of tests. I have never gotten all A's in a series of tests I've taken. And I have never in my life, ever been the highest scoring in my class, in all 3 tests. Most of this came from the fact that we had made bets that whoever got the best score, would be treated to dinner by the others involved in the bet. Just for the free food, I actually decided to concentrate and do my very best. I never imagined that I would actually get complimented by my professor. Anyways, I realised something. It seems that I hardly ever try unless theres some prize at the other end. Seems the same in everything, sports, studies, working out, etc. I wonder why I cant just be motivated by the simpler things in life like, if I do well, I get a good job later on. And instead I am motivated by free food/ trophies, and other random not so important things in life. Sigh.
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I love Fridays. Especially today. IT was one of the best fridays I've ever had. Forst of all, skipped work and school(Because of the If you have a test the day before you can skip class the next day rule). But it was student appreciation day at work, so I missed out on free pizza and gettin paid. But unfortunately I didnt miss out tooo much. APparently I still get paid for not even going. WOOHOO. My only boss left at work quit on Monday. It's quite sad. I dont know why all my bosses are quitting. I guess its cool, cos Now I havea bsolutely noone above me at work, and I am the most experienced, so makes me feel good. WE've been gettin a lotta volunteer workers lately. Dont know whats up with that, but after I was done with them, they swore they'd never work at the library again, at least not my department. MUAHAHA.
Ohh blogger, I have not forgotten thee. I ahve just been too busy. yay did good on my important test. Infact, if the test was alive, It probably woulda launched a police complaint. Why you ask? Cos I fuckin raped it :-p. Anyways, Homework, beer and sleepy time. Till the weekend. Have a great friday folks. TGIF eh.
I am Mentally Exhausted. This streak of bad luck, has to fucking stop. I'm leaving town for a coupla days, to be alone and take time off everything around me. Peace.
The last few days have been really really stressful for me. Several Lab reports due, most of which make absolutely no fucking sense to me in terms of the data that was given to me, and the the data I obtained through calculations and through readings. I always get fucked somehow. No matter what happens, it seems I always get the one stupid computer that doesnt work, or the one thermocouple thats fucked up. Even when i go to get f00d, I always get fucked. They almost never have my favorite plates at any restaurants I go to. Its just become really annoying, especialyl the past few days. I have no luck what soever. Even the thigns I really really really love doing, like soccer, and table soccer(aka foozball), I've started to suck at. I cant even relax anymore. I've started sucking at videogames, in which I'm usually the best in the household. I dont know what the fuck is going on? Maybe saturn has some fucked up alignment for all those who believe in astrology, or something. I'm having trouble doing my homework, and I'm gettin pissed at the simplest little thing. My friends at school are like "Dude, why are u so pissed so eaily lately". I dont know whats eating me.
Once again our internet died for 3 days. I think its probably the router itself. Whatever. I'm soo tired from a 9 hr day of school and work, that I dont wanna think bout' it. I've had to work extra hours because, this thursday and friday, during which I usually work like 8 hrs total, is a holiday, and I have to make up for that time. Furthermore, in 2 weeks I'll have the same problem. Bleah. Hate providing for myself sometimes.
I come home from a fuckin long day at work, and school, and lab. I'm all excited cos I realised In exactly 6 weeks I'll be on my way home. Home to seee family, home to see my girl. More excited to see her of course. But you know, some fucking thing has to always come and fuck everything Up for me. My dad calls. Hes like "OOoh, air ticket is too much for me to pay. So WE're gonna come there cos it costs 3000 sing for us to come there and 2800 for you to come here". Yea, wow dad I'm gonna have a fucking blast with you 3 here. So i said, HELLL NO. I wish I coulda thrown a fuck in there, cos I would have. So it turns out, now I have to pay my air ticket back home. I understand its not his problem that he has to pay 3000 bucks for me to come there but for the love of god, does he not plan for these things? ANd then hes telling me bout all the fuckin money problems he has, and I cant just tell him that I got a loan, cos I'm only 1/3 of the way through the process. SO now that I have to pay my ticker, he decides to give me more good news. "Your sis had Social Studies O level paper today. Guess what!!!!! They asked her about sec 3 stuff, and she didnt study ANY sec 3 stuff" I think that Pissed me off more than anything else. Why is my sister so fuckin dumb. I love her to death, a 100 times more than anyone else in my family, but she has some serious lack of pink matter up there. What kind of idiot, moron, imbecile, goes to an O level Exam, and does not study for any sec 3 stuff. Isnt that a given? Her excuse was, "they've never done that before, and even when they did, it was only 10% of the paper". Tell me how I'm not supposed to me mad at her, and console her.
Still tryin to adapt to the whole changing of the time. In case ya'all didnt know, last weekend, The US set its time to 1 hour behind, cos its the start of the fall semester. This is done, so farmers get more of "daytime" so that they can go out and do whatever the hell they need to do. This was practised a long time, ago, and the tradition remained. But anyhoo, went to play some soccer, at 6, but actually its 7, so It was really dark out, and that wasnt too good, cos there are no lights on the field. SO went to el gym. Day 2 of the gym. I'm so sore. I need a massage. Maybe I'll do the 50 bucks for 12 massages from the school of massage next semester. Or maye my girl can gimme one when I get back. Sommmmmmmmmmething like that.
So its yet another Monday again. Had a good weekend. Got some partying , and some good rest in as well. Saturday night went to see a movie called "Friday Night Lights" It a movie bout' american football, but by far the best sports movie I've seen so far. I'm not a fan of drama, but this movie captured me with its realism. I loveed it a lot. Part of the reason, why I decided against my intuition to play indoor soccer for my engineering department. It was a mistake. Not because I injured myself, or anything like that, but because I was totally physically and mentally exhausted after the game. Nothing could make me feel better bout the fact that I totally fucking SUCKED at the court. Totally. Infact I think I sucked more than a black hole. My shots were at least 10 feet off, and my touch was just horrible. I had absolutely no speed. If anything, thats the one thing I'm best at in soccer. My speed. I make up for my lack of skill with just ppure quickness, and lacking that essential factor, I was useless to my team. I couldnt make any lateral movement either, my body just wouldnt physically allow me. I like how the human body is smart enough to know that you will fuck yourself up if u do certain actions, and automatically prevents you from doing that. ACL affects lateral movement of the knee, and thus I was pretty much rooted to the ground after I've performed a move or put the ball past someone. I was very upset after the game. So, I decided to go work out at the gym. Its been bout' a year since I went to the gym
