what do You do?

The last few days have been really really stressful for me. Several Lab reports due, most of which make absolutely no fucking sense to me in terms of the data that was given to me, and the the data I obtained through calculations and through readings. I always get fucked somehow. No matter what happens, it seems I always get the one stupid computer that doesnt work, or the one thermocouple thats fucked up. Even when i go to get f00d, I always get fucked. They almost never have my favorite plates at any restaurants I go to. Its just become really annoying, especialyl the past few days. I have no luck what soever. Even the thigns I really really really love doing, like soccer, and table soccer(aka foozball), I've started to suck at. I cant even relax anymore. I've started sucking at videogames, in which I'm usually the best in the household. I dont know what the fuck is going on? Maybe saturn has some fucked up alignment for all those who believe in astrology, or something. I'm having trouble doing my homework, and I'm gettin pissed at the simplest little thing. My friends at school are like "Dude, why are u so pissed so eaily lately". I dont know whats eating me.

I recently found out that I have ADD(attention deficit disorder). Not something too bad, but something that affcts me pretty badly. This is the reason why I was always the hyperactive child, and I can NEVER sit down for more than 30 mins to study. Sigh. I told my mom a year ago, that I'm sure Ive had it. But she said she "consulted" some doctors, who obviously are fuckin idiots, and they "claim" that its impossible to come as far as I did with ADD. Well, they obviously didnt take something called "Intelligence" into account . thats the one thing genetically that I'm so thankful for. It has done me wonders. And I'd always like to thank my girl, whos always there for me. MUAH. have a great holiday folks. Hapy Diwali.