Blue Mondays

So its yet another Monday again. Had a good weekend. Got some partying , and some good rest in as well. Saturday night went to see a movie called "Friday Night Lights" It a movie bout' american football, but by far the best sports movie I've seen so far. I'm not a fan of drama, but this movie captured me with its realism. I loveed it a lot. Part of the reason, why I decided against my intuition to play indoor soccer for my engineering department. It was a mistake. Not because I injured myself, or anything like that, but because I was totally physically and mentally exhausted after the game. Nothing could make me feel better bout the fact that I totally fucking SUCKED at the court. Totally. Infact I think I sucked more than a black hole. My shots were at least 10 feet off, and my touch was just horrible. I had absolutely no speed. If anything, thats the one thing I'm best at in soccer. My speed. I make up for my lack of skill with just ppure quickness, and lacking that essential factor, I was useless to my team. I couldnt make any lateral movement either, my body just wouldnt physically allow me. I like how the human body is smart enough to know that you will fuck yourself up if u do certain actions, and automatically prevents you from doing that. ACL affects lateral movement of the knee, and thus I was pretty much rooted to the ground after I've performed a move or put the ball past someone. I was very upset after the game. So, I decided to go work out at the gym. Its been bout' a year since I went to the gym
I completely gave up on working out, cos it seemed that even after working out 3 times a week for almost 5 months, I achieved no results whatsoever. SOoo, naturally I gave up. But I had totally forgotten how amazing you feel after you've gotten yourself a good workout. THe burn that you feel in your muscles, and the excess energy your left with is just the supplement I needed in the evening after a long day of classes and work. At least this way, I also get to be in some sort of shape when I come back home. Anyways, till tomorrow, when I feel less tired, and dont have to get up at the butt crack of dawn, PEace.