notes about myself.

Someone linked this to me on my facebook, but Its not as private as my blog, so I decided to post it on here instead.

1. My favorite show at the moment is definately planet earth. There is no other show that captivates me as much as this. Maybe its my 50 inch plasma tv, maybe its the fact that I like to get high before I watch it, either way.. amazing.

2. I like doing extreme things. Drive a car at over 180 mph. Done. Motocycle? Done. I've been bungee diving, sky diving, god knows how many times. I really want to do a new form of extreme diving called vampire diving. You wear a suit that stretches in between your thighs and arms. And I suppoise you jump off a cliff or something, and the sheer momentum of the fall forces you into a glide at like 150 mph.

3. My mom used to tell me that I always got another injury before the last one healed. I think I've been staying true to that since I learnt to walk.

4. I dont really believe in luck. Or karma.

5. Or god.

6. I love buying clothes. I can spend hours at the mall, just picking out clothes, if I could spare the time. Money is usually never the deciding factor.

7. I hate going back home to visit my parents. I just dont like being constricted and I despise the limited freedom I get.

8. I dont think I will ever date an indian girl again. I feel like I've seperated myself so much from the indian community, that there is almost nothing I have in common with them.

9. I am an asshole. I used to be a really nice guy. I dont really regret it. With regards to women, what they say is definately true. Women love assholes. And its only because when you treat a girl like crap, they feel like they have something to prove to show you otherwise. Example : I am a total douchebag to the girls I work with. For my birthday, I got a collective ~ $500 worth of shit, + at least 8 bday cards + surprises(home made cookies, brownies) at work. Of the 15 or so other employees that work with me, nobody else got any sort of similar treatment and most have been working there for longer than me.

10. I am not really sure if I will ever allow another girl to get close to me again. Sometimes I think about how emotionally detached I have become and I am proud of myself. I dont think anyone will ever break my heart again.

11. I have a weakness for girls that are what I call "Show stoppers". There are attractive girls, there are hot girls, there are beautiful girls, there are head turners, and then there are show stoppers. Usually these come with daddy issues( daddy loved her too much/didnt love her enough) and having the quality mentioned in no. 9 comes in very handy for this situation.

12. I really miss playing cricket. I think it was very unfortunate that I only got interested in it with I was 16 or so. I'm 99% sure that I could have turned it into a professional career.

13. I believe in happiness before success. People at work always ask me why I dont move on to bigger and better things. I always tell them, that bigger and better isnt necessarily happier.

14. I believe in personal happiness before anyone else. I think my parents have a very hard time understanding that I will always put myself ahead of anyone else. This is probably also why I do not want to go back home. my views and beliefs are so different from theirs, that any sort of reasonable arguement from my part results in my mom telling me she cant believe that we are of the same blood; to which I usually have an impartial response that sends my mom into a uncontrollable sob during which point I hang up the phone.

15. My favorite fictional character off all the movies/books/comics I've read/seen or heard of is definately James Bond. I think it's only because I feel he is the only one I can relate to in terms of emotion, and character.

16. I am a narcissist.