Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Ole Amigos

Went to my class this morning, for the first time(remember I switched classes). So anyways, the class is like 12 people, and my teacher simply adores me already. HOOOOOOOrah. Prolly get a A or B + in that class(its a writing class), and I suck at writing;comparitively to people here. Hmmm, went to the mall today. its nice to actually find clothes that fit. And its nice that they have actual sales here. GOt me a blue polo t shirt for 9.99 at express, which is my favorite store, but they revamped it and it seemes like its catering more to gay people now. Not good for business. Its also nice that they dont have the silly sales they have in Singapore. Oooooh look 10% of 6000 dollars is still almost 6000 dollars. Bastards. Went and got me a pair of boarding shorts too for 12 bucks at Quiksilver. Thats a fuckin good deal, THe cheapest I saw in Singapore was like 60 bucks. I'm such a bastard, I know, should stop saying this and pissing everyone off, BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT im a bastard. Gonna have dinner with douggie wouggie when he comes back from work(thats my roomate).

Cappy slept with me last night. Shes such a sweetheart, except she took like 90% of my bed. Now u ask, how can a cat take 90% of a queen size bed. Well, Shes fat for one, and she likes to lay out her arms and legs and go to bed. Cute, but not so much when your trying to sleep. Shes been real sweet today though, sleepin on my lap and then giving me a kiss whenever i pet her. Tomorrow I see Spiderman 2 . Cant wait. Ok Now I'm done rambling, so I'm gonna get to my homework. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I hate homework. Bahhhhhhhhhhh.
peace out.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

How's it gonna be

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like...
The hammocks by the doorway we spent time in
Swings empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was
always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down
Hows it going to be...

-Third eye blind, my favorite band of the moment.

Baaaaaaaaaah

I had quite possibly the worst sleep in the world. Fuckin Fiberglass pricking my skin everywhere annoyed the sweet bejesus out of me. Couldnt sleep till like 3. And then theres my super spoiled obese cat.she was inside my roomates room, pawing and meowing . As usual doug can sleep through an earthquake, and I'm on my bed, too lazy to get up to let her out, but grumbling about her not being let out by doug.

Skipped class today. And then i decided I didnt wanna take astronomy, so now I registered for Argumentative and persuasive writing. Interesting. Had nothing to do with anythin, just heard it was a cake class, so I'm taking it. Now I'm drinking coke and waiting for joanne to come over at 8 so We can go for some dinner. Wonder what I feel like eating. Pizza, pasta or mexican. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Maybe a sub. Nah too healthy. Considering workin on the hovercraft now, But its raining and I dont feel like breathing Toxic fumes of fiberglass resin in the garage. Hmm, Heather just offered to drive me to campus tomorrow at 9 in the morning. Wake up 3 hrs early, or take the bus. Definately take the bus. Fuck that, I value every second of sleep i get. I have a busy weekend ahead of me. Its Independece day on sunday, We get monday off. Woooohooo. I should probably start working, but I'm a fuckin lazy bastard. I should work out, But I'm a fuckin lazy bastard. I should play soccer, butI'm a fuckin lazy bastard. Ok, I feel real lazy, so ima stop typing, and take a nap. Nite everyone. MUUUUAh

Monday, June 28, 2004

Busy Busy day

Hello ladies and Gentlemen, Today was My first day of school. It was the stupidest first day of school. Went to class for 15 minutes, I was so bored I walked out. A lotta hot girls though. And since this is the semester where the most amount of freshmen come to University of Florida. Its really fun to look at them, take out their maps and figure out where their classes are. ITs really to help them out by giving them the worst possible directions and take them in a HUGE circle. Thats so entertaining. SO I'm mean, But whatever.

After class today, went grocery shopping with heather. That was fun. I figured out the best time to go grocery shopping is when your so full u cant move. That way you dont buy stuff u dont unneccesarily need. That worked out well. I bought a huge tub of ice cream , about 10 bucks of chocolate(goes a long way in the states), and some food. After that worked on the hover craft till now,(about 5 hrs). That was sooooo fun. Even though I have fiberglass splinters all over my body i cant lean any part of my body on anything, or it feels like ive got a thousand needles prickling my skin. Gives me an excuse to walk around the house in my boxors.I have fiberglass resin all over my fingers, which sucks cos it looks like brown solidified glue. Disgusting to touch and to look at. Whatever, all in the good name of my hovercraft almost being done.

Ok hmm, had a great day, especially in the morning. GOt an awesome email to start the day. Anyways, thats all for now. Muah everyone.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Incubus

I was listening to Incubus cd, and I realised I used to love this song, so I'm dedicating it to you know who...

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
"I miss you"?
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

Mooorning

What an awesome morning. ITs friekin nice outside, like 22 degrees, and itss supposed to be summer. Our front yard is disgustingly overgrown with weeds. But I'm not in charge of mowing the lawn. Whatever, It'll be a forest soon if someone doesnt mow that shytt. Needed to get up at 11 today to talk to my baby girl, but someone woke me up at like 10 15. Last night, I went to Rebecca's and Havens' cos they made me dinner. After that we were supposed to hit up a coupla parties. As usual, I'm one lazy bastard, So i dressed in Fila boarding shorts, and a t shirt. Dinner was fuckin good. They made me Key Lime cake. Holy shit, i hate lime stuff, but that was oneof the best cakes I've ever had.

Ok so after that we got some drinks, I must say its nice having to pay 7 bucks for 12 beers. I love this country. I think I had like 6 , cant remember, But it was "light" beer, so not bad, didnt think it was too many calories. Ok so after that we went to this fraternity party. Man there were sooooooooooo many hot girls there, and most of them were just wearing bikini tops. Hmm, Other than that and a few other minor things, well, not quite minor, but other than that, it was an ok night. I was too friekin tired to function. We had beer and pizza and watched a movie when we got back. Well my friends did, I did other more important things like chatin with ting :-D


And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
but I don't know how
-Oasis , wonderwall

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Questions

Ok I have a coupla questions. HOW THE HELL DO I CHANGE MY TEMPLATE ON MY BLOG.
thats one.
the second is "I DONT GET THE FRIEKINTAG BOARD CRAP, WHERE DO I PASTE THE JAVACODE"
oK THATS IT, SOMEONE EMAIL ME AT DARSHANLIVES@YAHOO.COM OR LEAVE a comment or something. SOrry bout the caps lock forgot to take it off.





Hoorah

Today, started off great. Got to talk to my girl in the morning, which was cool. it had been a while since i had a conversation with her. ALthough my roomates were bugging me and such, i managed to have a good 15-20 minutes of chatting.
Tonight, my female friends are baking me some lasagna. Should be good, though I dont really like lasagna. After that we're gettin crazy and going downtown. I promise to be on my best behavior.heh heh heh. Not really in the mood to drink and go out anyway. So today Cleaning up wasnt successful, cos I didnt even start. Me and my roomates went for lunch at this mexican place. Yummmmm. ANd then we wasted our lives by going to this LAN place and playing video games for 2 hrs. And then we went to play some softball cos its supposed "to be a great day out". Fuckers, making me sweat like a pig.

Ok so i was gonna quote blink 182's I miss you, but since somebody decided to be psychic and shytt and get there first, I will quote the next 2 lines of the song, cos they're the best :-D.

-We'll have halloween on christmas,
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
Wish this never ends.
I miss you , I miss you

(oh yea didnt even need to look up the lyrics or listen to the song. I know taht shytt by heart)

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

Man this is just fuckin awesome. My own room, my own computer, my own music. My friends, my roomates, My fat little silly cat. My own phone line, my own BIG closet. Fast internet connection, Junk food, all my hats, my jackets, my own comfortable queen sized bed. Oh hecky yea, I fuckin love this place. Just missing one more thing, ,y girl by my side ;-)
Hmm, i had an interesting, retarded, too dragged out 28 hour plane ride. haha, I also noticed someone cracked my code :-D. Hmmm, lets see, my house is a friekin mess. My house fern, "fernarooski" was not taken care of by Mr doug, and hence is almost dead, But I will do what I can to make sure hes alive and well by tomorrow. My bathroom is covered in muck. Fuckin disgusting. Cat is fatter than I left her. Room is soooooooo dirty. A long day of clean up awaits me tomorrow.

Hmm what else, I'm just about finished with the unpacking of all my shiznit. I'm right now downloading my 33 odd songs that I had written down in a list. I love my internet, it takes like 2 minutes per song. Ok hmmm, All my roomates are in bed right now. Its 2 am, but I aint tired despite having 2 hrs of sleep the psat 36 hours. Goin downtown tomorrow night after Rebecca cooks me dinner. :-D. I promised I would make my blog look better, but just gimme some time guys, I have an asston to do before I can start doing stuff like that. maybe by next weekend. BLaaaaaaaaah, i'd rather be somewhere else when this week rolls around. * hours of work and 2 hrs of class a day. Booo fuckin hoo.

I feel I left a part of me In singapore. I seriously cannot wait till december holidays, I'm hearing rumors that I might get a 3 week break instead of a 2. That would be spectacularly awesome. Ok, well, time to start cleaning up and playing with fatty cappy. Night ya all, and Sweet dreams my sweet girl.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

GRRRRRRR

stupid blog, It screWed up on me, after I had a whole post wrItten. Anyways, the condensed version. First of aLl I would Like to thank all My friends In singapore for making thiS a memorable break. It was quite posSibly the most fUn one I've had. Its The first time, where I didnt feel lIke going back to Gainesville to attend to my duties as a studeNt and as a son. I would like to thank my 2 friends who Gave me the oppurtunity to taste the nightlife in singapore my first weekend; allowed me to spend 120 bucks on alcohol. Thank you bastards. hehe. It was a really fun 2 nights. NexT my JC friends. namely Andre nIc and zhiming, for chilleN out with me so much over this break. I hope u guys had as much fun as I did. Nic, thanks a lot for bookinG a chalet at such short notice. Who else , oh yea thanks to My parents who finally lent me 40 bucks of their money to spend.And thanks a lot for making a big fUss about giving me that money too. Love you guys. Lastly I would like to thAnk the special girl tHat made my stay all the more better and enjoyable. Made my days when I was really annoyed with my parents. :-D Hmm, Ok so I promise I'll update the blog from over there, almost everyday.
PEaaaaaaaaaaaace.

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

WWWWWhhhhhhhhoooooooooeeeeeee

Wow, I was talking to my friends in the states this morning, well, actually now, adn i realised they have about 8-9 people coming to receiveme at the airport. Damn I feel wanted, needed and famous. I got my own paparazzi. Anywhichwho, I'm sorta really sad I'm leaving in 2 days. It seems like this break went by soo fast. Sighh. Why did all the good things have to happen the last 2 weeks hh. Whatever, thats life. Man I seriously dont feel like going back adn taking a million classes and working a million hours. Fuckin sucks. Grrrrrr, holidays, I loveee you. So my roomate is dating this super rich girl:
SoulKatz972: but she's decently well of
SoulKatz972: for her 17th birthday she got a 2003 BMW 3 series
SoulKatz972: her sis got a Lexus IS300 for her 18th
DaRsVaDeR01: for my 17th birthdya i got a fuckin phone call

yep yep, this is the world we live in boys and girls, people gettin cars for their birthdays over there and I get a phone call from mom and dad wishing me happy birthday. In fact, i think I bought my own presents for the past 2 years. Thats awesome I feel so independant. Hmm, I had a god time Sms-ing Ting last night. Shes so sweet, made my night :-D.
Ok ok I'm done with my update for the day. Look for my thank yous tomorrow, as it will be my last update from this country for 22 weeks or so.
PEaaaaaaaaaaaaace

Monday, June 21, 2004

3 more days...tearrr

Another nice and windy morning here at Normanton park. So refreshing to wake up to some cold wind blowing through your hair and face. last night skateboard kid was at it again, But luckily, i wasnt being disturbed since I had my radio on and i was reading and sms-ing Ting at the same time till 12ish, but somebody called the security on him, and he eventually stopped.
This mornin, I was picking out what clothes to wear for the day from my very cramped closet, since My parents didnt expect me , 6 years ago to have so much clothing now. Anyways, i noticed that 2 of my long sleeve t shirts were missing. I'm like huh, wierd, cos my sister seemingly LOVED those 2 t shirts, cos they were jersery knit and hence very soft. Anyways, i asked my mom about it and she denied any knowledge of such a theft. I go to my sister's closet, and Notice both of them sitting right on top. That was just ridiculous. My sis and my mom stealing my own clothes from me. Anyways, I got them both back. My mom's like "I didnt think you would notice anything's missing, you have so many clothes". I'm like mom, they're my clothes I wish you wouldnt take them and give them to my sis. Crazy family I swear. I watched a lil bit of bad boys 2 last night. Man that movie was awesome; and that 575 ferrari marenello, yummmmmmmmmmmm. One day I will have 4 of those.

Bad boys bad boys
Watcha gonna do watcha gonna do
When they come for you

When you were eight
And you had bad traits
You go to school
And you learn the golden rule

Bad boys bad boys
Watcha gonna do watcha gonna do
When they come for you
-bad boys, bob marley , from of course bad boys the movie.

Sunday, June 20, 2004

...

Last night, I had quite possible the hardest time gettin to sleep. It just so seems that the second my head hit the mattress, a few kids downstairs, decided to go skateboarding and try tricks and crap, right below my apartment. Fuckers. I was so damn mad. It was like 11. I dont know what the hell these retarded kids were thinking making more noise than an army band. Anywhichwho, I wish I had my bee-bee gun with me here, I would shot every one of those monkeys, would have been a tough shot tho, 7 stories down is quite a long way to aim with a bee-bee gun. Anyways, I wanted to go donstairs and give them all a piece of my mind, but I was too lazy, so i just opened my window up and shouted obsceneties and threathened them until they left. Fuckin punks.

Anyways coming to the nice part of the blog: Last night I had some pretty craszy dreams, I dont really remember any of them, but I do vaguely remember some indian girl in the dream or something like that. now its been a long as time since I had any dreams pertaining or containing indian women, SO i was puzzled. I sorta remembered her face, but it wasnt that clear. Today, i was reading the papers,(more like reading Life!", and i saw her! If you guys flip to the cratoon page for today(21st june), shes on the top. her name is padhma lakshmi or something. Man she is so damn friekin hot. Thats the only indian girl i would ever think about marrying I think. damn she makes my heart melt. Ok ok,enough about her. Today I get to visit the doctor, andfigure out if I have thyroid infection or something like that. Hopefully not. But I am ever so nervous. Ok this is it for today's update. I had a good time sms-ing ting last night. it was nice to get in contact with her yesterday after a long time. alrite, MUUUUUUUUUUUUUAHHHHHHH.
PEeaaaaaaaaace.

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love

-Counting Cros , Accidentaly in love

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Attitude child

AAAAh, yesterday started of soo innocent , who'd ever even thought it would become that interesting. So yesterday mom and dad wanted to go grocery in the morning, and they wanted me to come along. THe onlt reason they wanted me was so that I could carry the groceries and not them, that I know for a fact; however I dont really like little india, especially grocery shopping thre, the shops are so friekin disgusting and I cant wear jeans or any pair of pants because it'll drag all that nasty putrid shit and get collected on the ends of my pants. Anywhichwho, that went well, and we ended up at mustafa to get me a calculator, cos my calculator after 8 years FINALLY gave in to old age, and died on me. Such a sad day.

Hmm, later in the evening, my parents decided to take me shopping and i was Psyched about this, cos since I came back, This would have been the first time they spent money to buy me anything besides food. I am pretty friekin broke at this point of time, and I figured, since mom and dad are paying I'll have a field day, right. WRONG. Pretty much every shoppin center we went to, I either couldnt find shirts or t shirts that I liked, or the ones That I liked didnt fit me well, or they ran out of stock of my size. That was ever so slightly annoying. Then we went to dinner at this crappy indian restauant, which had just opened. It sucked so bad, I ended up gettin a mild stomach ache from all the crappy food. After all this I was in a pretty bad mood, but still my paents wanted to continue shopping for my sister and for myself. So I got a lil annyed and told them I really want to go home. I guess my dad took it the wrong way or something and yelled "IF you want to frieking go home, get lost, take the bus home ." The thing was I dont think anyone in my family, even expected me to immediately cross the street adn start walking toward the bus stop. So *BOOM* i was gone, in a flash. After many attempts to reach me on my cellphone, which I keenly turned off, I got home, only to realise that I didnt have the keys to my house. Quite a conundrum i was in. But whatever, If theres something I'd learnt from the states, its how to get around such small situations. So I reached into my lock pick set which I have hidden in front of my house,and broke into my own house after what took maybe 20 minutes. Ahh i felt so smart. Parents and sis eventually arrived, amazed and puzzled about how I had gotten in, but they didnt ask, so i didn tell. So my dad was all apologetic and shytt, but I seriously couldnt give a shytt, I was watching Criss Angels' Mindfreak, which I must admit, is friekin awesome. I still havent wishe my dad Father's day yet, and I dont think I intend to for a while. I liek gettin into fights with my parents 4 days before I'm about to leave. Alrite For today I'm out. Peaaaaaaaaace

I'll leave you guys with an awesome quote I saw yesterday.
"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they've been given that to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact, its an opinion. Impossible is not a decleration, its a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.

Impossible is nothing"

Hello darkness My old friend.

Dont mind the title. Its lyrics froma song. I cant remember the name or the artist, but whatever. Hmmm, ok, yesterday after my swim, I came back adn entered the lift, and the lift smelt of estee lauder, in case you guys/girls dont know, its my new aphrodisiac. AAAAAAAAAAAAAnd seeign as that smell should only be reserved for one particular person, it was so nostaligic. Anywhichwho, Today is a good day. Why? Cos for once since I came back, my parents are gonna take me clothing shopping and for one I wont have to spend my own money. Aaaah what a great concept. AAAAAnd they're treating me to dinner at some lavish resturant. I guess thats what parents do when you have less than a week left with them for the next 22 odd weeks. well, I never turn down anything thats free. Ok so thats a short update for the day I guess. Only 6 more days to non stop fun, and studying!
woohoo. Man I cant believe I'm gonna be 21 soon, so friekin scary. Alrite, at least I'll be gettin an extra present this year huh. ;-) I'll toast to that.
Ok peaaaaaace.
(no song of the day either)

Thursday, June 17, 2004

fhsdfjsahfa

Woohooo, Tingting updated, which means she has internet access. That's awesome, technology nowadays.
Ok, so some interestng stuff Happened yesterday I guess. First of all, Ryan Seacrest was On the Life! paper yesterday and my mom upon reading it asked me the most blunderous and unimaginable question ever.
"Who is he and what is american idol". Ok I admit, I'm not a fan of american idol, but you know I follow it once in a while, just to know whats up. I swear, I cant believe my mom lives in her own friekin world. It surprises me.

Ok yesterday my dad took a leave from work, so it was a nice dad and son day as well. WEll, except for the fact that he spent about 3 hours lecturing me on how I need to do better, I need to earn the bread for the family, blah blah blah. That annoyed me slightly. But the rest of the time we spent went well, We talked about credit card fraud and check fraud, and my dad was surprised I knew a maltitude more than he did and started suspecting me of knowing "too much". Anyways, that was nice, it was the first time me and my dad talked for like 2 hours without my mom interrupting since like the past 3 years.

Hmm, Last night, my sisters boyfriend of 2 years, even though shes only 16, called. I admit, I am sorta puzzled that she could be with a guy for more than 2 years, seeing as my longest relationship was 6 months. I guess its not genetic. So anyways, Its always fun for the older brother to talk to the guy your sister is dating., its like every guy's egotistical dream. I talked to him for like 20 seconds and ended the conversation by saying "If you ever do my sister any wrong, I will hunt you down like a rabid dog," apparently he didnt take very well to that, even though i was only half joking. Supposedly, hes been really scared to talk to me and stuff, god knows why. Alrite, I admit, I am a dashing, handsome, Charming, Well built, able to crush a rock with 2 fingers kinda guy, but i mean seriously, he was frightened of me and that supposedly pushed him off the ledge. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA, i find this so friekin hilarious, but not my sis, shes sorta pissed at me, so next time he calls I have to be nice. Booohooooo. alrite ladies and gentlemen, I'm out.Its been a fun update.

I read in rap pages they refer to me as soft
Yeah more like microsoft
Will gates of the rap game
Quintessential megalomaniac
What’s my rap name?
big will
I’m the man not conceited I’m as good as I say I am
-Will Smith, freak this

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

CRY ME A RIVER

Man I realise as the days truge along, I have nothing interesting to write anymore. I am so dazed he coupla days, the only thing keeping me thinking is the music that blares from my radio the 16 hours I'm awake. Hmm, Last night went swimming, was sooo boring, I just came out of the pool and sat in the lounge chairs they provide by the pool, and looked the the fuckin stars, which were pissing me off because the clouds were covering them. Ok what else, its really windy here too the past coupla days, so, its nice being home and opening the windows and feeling the breeze hit you. I have lost my motivation to exercise and get in shape too, cos I had a deal with my roomate about who'll be more fit, but it seems he outdrank himself adn apparently everyone on te cruise and he ate more f00d than he himself could imagine, so whatever, i'm confident i'll grass his ass.

Oooh the most interesting news is that, I always wondered who the other person is on Ting's Blog,so I asked her and Miss Tingting prompty informed me who she was. Its nice to put a face to the name or blog in this case I guess.
I was listening to the Band 311 , they're like rck with a lil bit of reggae, not bad, pretty god. I simply love their album, its got such an interesting sound. Anways, my song of the day is by them, enjoy.

Whoa
Amber is the color of your energy
Whoa
Shades of gold displayed naturally
Launched a thousand ships in my heart, so easy
Still, it's fine from afar, and you know that

-Amber , 311

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Oh boohoo

So I woke up today, and i was slightly ever so slightly, sad. Buuuuuuuuut I decided to check my email, and HOLY HECKITY BECKITY, yahoomail decided to upgrade my account. I used to have 6mb's of free space, and now i have 100mb!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOLY SHIZNIT, thats craaaaaaaaaazy, I could use my email for the rest of my life without worrying about it becoming full. Ok ok, so umm what else. Oh yea my roomate will be coming down from his home, actually driving up rather, 2 days after i arrive, for a week . YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,it'll be a week of crazy drunkeness or whatever we decide to do.
he says :
SoulKatz972: suweeeet
SoulKatz972: we'll chill like a popsicle
I solemnly swear we will be up to no good that week.

Ahhhh cant wait to chill out without the obtrusive nature of my fuckin parents. Hmm, let me seeeeeeeee. 9 more days for me to get out of this place; I'm so psyched, got my 21st coming up , another crazy crazy night.

I was giving some advice to my silly roomate about women. This is what he had to say:
DaRsVaDeR01: women come, women go
SoulKatz972: but bros
SoulKatz972: they stay
SoulKatz972: like a viral case of herpes
DaRsVaDeR01:Hahha, I couldnt have said better.

Ahh noam is awesome.Today I dont have a song for the day, cos my mood is very mixed between excited to go back, dreading I have work when when i get back, slightly sad, and then, theres the i feel fat thing, and I guess thats it. anywhichwho, Miss Tingting is so sweet with her meteor comment. :-D
Ok Das Out...

Monday, June 14, 2004

Sweeeeeeeeet

Man Today is an awesome day. I get to spend some quality time with a few friends in the evening, and at night ;-) Also Today is so nice out. I went swimming, and I'm all exercised out for the day.
Ok so last night, I finally picked up my violin. I'm tellin , the sound of playing your own music note, its like kissing the tender lips of a girl, its like smelling, Estee Lauder perfume, like the sigh of a girl with nice legs ina skirt. Its fuckin beautiful.
Anywhichwho, Andrerooski is back from his trip and we will be meeting for dinner today woohooo. Good times, great oldies. I hope Ting remembers to bring her digital cam. Ok so I woke up and turned on the tellie, and I was watching Punk'd with ashton kutcher , where he goes and puts celebrities in precarious situations. its so friekin hilarious, I was seriosly rollin on the floor laughing. I think thats what I wanna be when I grow up. Screw University, i wanna start a TV show and fuck with people. Its so amusing.
Ok maybe not drop out of university. Ok Ok, I'm done for my update, but checkout this new song by Dashboard from Spiderman 2. I dont like that band very much, but this song caught my attention. SOunds awesome.



So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in too deep
to ever swim against the current
-Dashboard Confessional, Vindicated

Sunday, June 13, 2004

whooooooooooooooeeeeeeee

Ok ,My internet crashed on me, after i wrote like 40 lines. So here it goes again. I WAS in a great mood, because my mom is cooking for me my favoretest meal in the world everest tonight. The way to a man's heart is definately thru his stomach. Anyways, umm, the doctor had presribed me these Modified vitamin B pills the other day, and its supposed to help me with my gettin tired in the afternoon stuff. But i'm supposed to get very hyper. I just popped them in. Lets see how i goes, so far I'm feeling more sleepy.
Hmmmmmm what else. Its really windy and clear skies today. So sad, the weather reports claim cloudy skies and thunderstorms after wednesday morning. :-(
Ok ok, nothin else to report today i guess.

Don't tell me how life is
Cause I don't really don't want to know
Don't tell me how this game ends
Cause we'll just see how it goes
Catch me when I fall
Need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone again, yeah

I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again,
I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again,

Now, I'm all the way down here
I'm falling
I'm all the way down here
I'm falling down again
I'm falling down
-Goin Down in Flames, 3 doors down.

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Starting to loathe being home.

I had a great sleep last night, Some unadultrated, undisturbed 8 hours of sleep. Twas nice to be able to get some sleep again. But I am still sleep deprived and cranky. So today when I woke up and the first thing my parents asked what exactly I did last night, I got really frieking annoyed. They expect me to give them a fuckin diary update or somethin, jeeez, I was so damn annoyed. And then my mom is like so I'm guessing your not going out anymore. I'm like maybe 2 more times. Shes like "thats not happening". So once again, I was gettin furious. And then it was dad's turn."So what was the score last night?" Luckily, I had the answer well planned, and the results were in the paper anyways. And then came the next retarded question , "What time did u get in last night"
Jesus H crist. AT this point I just realised I couldnt take it anymore and went to shower.

Nothing beats the feeling of warm water over the body when your annoyed and starke mad. Thank god my sister is being a sweetheart and is giving me back my room today so I can be in solitary confinement and just not have to come out for anything but food and the bathroom. I seriously need some time away from parents and Now I cant wait to get back to Gainesville, although I will miss some people here very much so. :-( wow, I just realised what a foul mood I'm actually in. I'm gonna go in my room, listen to some oasis, foo fighters or maroon 5 to calm me down.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new...don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

-Oasis, Stand by Me

Nickels and Dimes

AAh, yet another brand new day eh. Firstly I got woken upa t like 8 30 by my dad, who insisted we see the doctor today. I'm like whatever, I get up, and I never sleep with my shirt on, so, I got up went to the mirror, and Guess what!!!!!!
Haha, i got 2 small bruises and 1 HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGE bruise on my neck. HUh, who would have thought. Damn bed bugs ;-)
My tongue is also friekin sore. I wonder why. haha, I'm a nut. Also you apparently havent woken up yet, or forgot to leave a blog last night. Anywhichwhowhenwhatwhy, Today my plan is:
Wash daddy's car
Sleep in the afternoon
make a phone call when i awake(hopefully between 3-4)
Mom taking me out for something
Eat with Mom and Dad
And then I'm freeeeeee. I would say I'll be free after like 8ish, and I'll get my mom and dad to drop me off wherever too. yay, free trip.
Alrite, I gots to go wash the friekin car now. Sooo tired.

Oh and if your wondering why i named my blog nickels and dimes, i realised thats All I am left with cos my mom and dad are being super stingy with money. GRRrrrrrrrr.

Everybody lookin’ at me
Glancin’ the kid
Wishin’ they was dancin’ a jig
Here with this handsome kid
Ciga-cigar right from cuba-cuba
I just bite it
It’s for the look I don’t light it

-Will smith, Gettin Jiggy with it.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

So sleeeeepy

I got 8 hours of sleep today/tonight, but I am still sleepy; maybe i got too much exercise last night. hahaha. Just kiddin, I'm such a nut today. Hmmm, Its been an uninteresting morning, its really friekin nice out, and thats about it. OOh OOH
I need to go see the good ol doctor today, cos my jaw keeps clicking when I open it for the past 6 years, so I decided maybe I should check it out. Also, I keep running out of energy and feeling very tired in the afternoons, quite possibly because my adrenal glands are not producing enough whatever they produce to keep me going. (my roomate has the same problem, thats how I know) Whatever, THey'll probably diagnose some pills, as long as he doesnt take any blood tests or anything. I hate needles, they're such a pain(no pun intended).

Ooh, so I clicked on andres' link on your blog, but accidentely got sent to wens' cos i apparently didnt have the cursor RIGHT on andre's name. Shes so funny. She swears a lot, and she reallllly loathes the guy whos taken over her account eh. anyways, tell her that actually its spam mail, and not to mind it , I get plenty of that crap too. They want you to try and send the mail back so they can confirm that its an actual email adress so they can harass you more. Anywhichwho, I guess I'll cya what at like 7 30 somewhere, I'll call u at 2 to confirm. Till then ciao. I leave you with these song lyrics.(and I noticed you started doing the same) :-D

Sometimes I must confess
I do feel a little over dressed
Sometimes it's hard to tell the wishing from the well
Where you threw the penny and where it fell
-The Wallflowers, Bleeders
Did u know the lead singer is bob dylons' son. Huh, another random fact :-)

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Whooooooooeeeeeeeeee

yaaaaay, I woke up in a really good mood today, which is awesome. I got inspired to go swimming finally, after slacking for like 3 days. Feels good, except I strained myself so much I couldnt get out of the pool for like 5 minutes. Hmm, OOh yea so last night my sister begged, pleaded with me that she put some henna designs on my palm. After much postponing and runnin away at the sight of her, i finally agreed. Biggest mistake of my life, well close enough. She henna-ed(if theres such an adjective) an envolope inside the letter D as a design. I'm like what the hell is this crap.
But there she is laughing her ass off, rolling on the floor. grrrrrrrrrrr.

Hmm, Ok so last night, this song from spindoctors, 2 princes came on the radio, and It got stuck in mymind, used to be one of my favorite songs some time ago. Anywhichwho, I was singing it everywhere last night, at home, in the shower, when I went to bed, blah blah blah, eventually my sister stufed a pillow in my face to stop. I got the hint.

Hmm, so nothing else more interesting. I would say that I had a long close look at the girl in ting's blog and I realised she isnt wearing a top.Huh, I would say thats kinky/sexy, but its only a cartoon sadly. :-p

Now theres a bee buzzing around the room, so I'm gonna stop here.

Song of teh day(i purposely misspelt the)

One, two princes kneel before you
That what I said now
Princes, princes who adore you
Just go ahead now
One has diamonds in his pockets
That's some bread, now
This one said he wants to buy you rockets
Ain't in his head, now

You marry him, your father will condone you
How 'bout that now
You marry me, your father will disown you
He'll eat his hat, now

Marry him, marry me
I'm the one that loved you baby can't you see?
Ain't got no future or family tree
But I know what a prince and lover ought to be
I know what a prince and lover ought be

hahahaha Such funny lyrics, to me at least

-2 princes , Spin Doctors

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

SOOOONG

I totally forgot about song of the day...

Hop on my choo choo,
I'll be your engine driver in a bunny suit,
If you dress me up in pink and white,
We just might be a lil fuzzy bout it later tonight...

-Counting Crows , Holiday In spain

Rain Rain go away

Today, I finally get inspired to go swimming after not doing so for 2 days, and well well well, guess what. Its friekin raining like Noah's arc is gonna come pick me up tomorrow. And another complaint I have of my house hold is that my dad got this new wireless keyboard, but the stupid keys stick, and I keep mistyping stuff, which I'm sure you all have noticed; so forgive me for that. Hmm, what else can i complain about. Oh yea abslutely nothing else, cos I've been so happy for the past 2 days. :-D My mom is like what the hell are smiling for? I'm like nah mom, i'm a happy kid.

So last night, i was thinking that I must be either the luckiest guy in the world,( well besides brad pitt , or ashton kutcher, but pretty damn close) or have some really good timing; I wish this kinda luck/timing didnt come every 123 years or somethin, but I wont complain. Ok so I checked andre's and Ting's Pages and *gasp*, they changed the whole blog thing, I wish I wasnt so lazy, I meaaaaan i wish i didnt have such a slow connection. I promise I'll make it look all nice when I am actually back In G ville. Ok ok, thats all the update for today. My sis is playin sad love songs. I actually remember once me and my roomate made and introspective sad, lonely, Why I dont have a girlfriend mix. Ahhhh fun times...NOT, ok cja all.



Monday, June 07, 2004

Hmmmmmph

Alrite, haha, I'm not really sure what to say today. I have a busy day today. goto go return library books, meet up with friends, do some house work , more like manual labor. Grrrr parents. Talking with a few friends from Home. I called the one roomate who is staying in gainesville, studying. And hes like "does cappy wanna say something?", and she was lik meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeow. I was like awwwww i love that cat.Hmm, Ok, I'm really lost for words today. Maybe somebody else could do better eh ;-)
Annnnnd here comes a few lines from a song thats been stuck in my mind for the past few hours..

Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll


Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me

-Dave matthews band , Crash Into me.

Sunday, June 06, 2004

lalalalalalalalala

Hoorah, I caught up on my sleep. I slept I believe 12 horus, and hardly woke up too. Now I can stay up late nights forever and not have to worry about being sleep deprived. Anywhichwho, how what , Today will be a fun filled day of elaxing at home, doing nothing, returning library books to get new ones, and going out later at night. So yesterday I was supposed to meet a few friends, like 3 or , but all of them dipped out on me. Thanks guys and girls; but they wanna meet today. Do they not know I'm a busy man. Siiiiiiigh. Ok so I think from now on I'll maybe try and add a quote from a song for the day, it may be something I'm feeling or something I like that day. So enjoy.


Ok damn, I liked 2 songs today. SO i'll post them both.

She spends her days up in the north park,
Watching the people as they pass,
And all she wants is a little piece of this dream,
Is that too much to ask?

With a safe home,
And a warm bed,
On a quiet little street,
All she wants is just that something to hold onto,
Thats all she needs,

-3 Doors Down , If I could be like that


Over you
I’m never over
Over you
Something about you
It’s just the way you move
The way you move me

I’m so good at forgetting
And I quit ever game I play
But forgive me, love
I can’t turn and walk away

Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn’t it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be

-John Mayer, back to me

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Baaaaaaaaah Humbug

So I went out last night, and came back at 4, thanks to Mr Nic who drove me home. And Woa-la, I couldnt frieking sleep. I kept thinking about this stupid bridge that I saw today and thats all I could think about for some wierd ass reason. Anyways, Its 8 and I'm so sleep deprived, I need to go and hang out with my parents friends from 9-2. And then yesterday my dad calls at 3 4 with this stupid im angry tone, and I'm all like crap hes gonna be pissed, and then I realised when I came home, they were worried i wouldnt get any sleep, and wanted me to come home sooner. Blaaaaaah, I just wanna sleep, without thinkin bout' bridge. Hmm, Needless to say, interesting night.I called my good friend Joanne, I call her Jojo, from gainesville yesterday and had a nice little chat ith her. Twas Nice. Even Ting got to speak with her a little bit. Anyways, I'd like to leave you guys froma quote from one of myfavorie songs by this band called Lit. Not that its saying anything, just being random.

"Sometimes I am my own worst enemy,
Every now and then i lick the living shit outa me"

-My worst enemy, Lit

Friday, June 04, 2004

Alias

Sooooooo, Last night, I came back home like 1 ish. I managed to catch up with an ould friend, which was nice. I came back home and went online and realised that one of the girls that i know, just a friend, had written something about everyone being gone for the summer, and ended up listing names of people who were gone and where. And thats when I noticed that different people ended up giving me different names. So I am now bored and taking the liberty to give you guys a synopsis of the names that I have "inherited".

Das: Prtty much most of my friends in the US, since I introduce myself as such

Dasathy: My roomate Noam, when hes mad at me.

Dasinator: Silly kid I know over there whos obsessed with video games.

Dassy/ Dasy/ Dasy poo: Pretty much every girl that knows me. I know its sad, but once in a while its sorta cool to be called something that ends with a poo, its like being in a cartoon or something.

Dassy Wassy: My very good friend danielle, prolly cos i call her dani schmani.

Darshan: Parents + some friends here

Darsh: Almost all my friends here

Sudarshan: my parents and a small group of middle school(secondary school) friends. Who on earth calls me by my real name anymore. sigh, get with the trend people.

F.O.B( Fresh Off Boat): Natalie. Yes sadly even thought I've been there for 3 1/2 years, she still calls me that as though I'm some sort of Mexican illegal alien.

Idiot/Ass/Bitch/Whore, every conceivable bad name you can think of: My roomates

And last but most importantly,

"Meow": cappy my most loved cat.

Thursday, June 03, 2004

Suckaaaaaaaaaaa

haha, i forgot I had a funny story, this is why I like talking to my roomate. me and andre saw Shrek 2. Very funny, good stuff. At first I didn't want to laugh because it was a kids movie but it was too funny. I think some kid next to me was watching me and laughing whenever I laughed, probably because he didn't understand the jokes. It was cute at first, but then it got annoying. So I faked him out a couple times, kinda lurched forward as if I was going to laugh but then coughed. Suckaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

dasathy

Sleeeeeeeeepy

So last night once again, I didnt sleep till like 4 30, and seeing as I got up at 9 today, that sorta sucks, whatever, thats what the afternoon is for. Hmm, ok, so I'm really tired, but i'll say something. So last night I realised how clumsy I am. First of all i board a bus and im walking to the end to take a seat, and the bus moves, and I totally lose my balance, and theres absoloutely nothing for my hand to grab except someold woman, which eally wouldnt have been such a good idea. SO anyways, I take a risk and put one step forward, in the hopes that I will magically and cool-ey, be able to half regain my balance and sit on the last seat without looking retarded. Nope, didnt work. Instead I ended up slamming my shin against the metal. Not good for business they say. Anyways, I'm too tire to write anymore, My roomate just ame online, I'm gonna talk to him a little bit before going back to bed or collapsing from lack of sleep...
Muah world

Lost for Words you might say

Ok , so I am bored out of my mind,and decided i'll post a decent blog or whatever this is called.

Hmmm, i'll start by being personal.
So Last night upon marvelling and staring out into the hundres of thousands of stars which lay above the frieking clouds that obscurred it all, I realised that, I'm quite the jerk. So i was dating 4 girls. To me it was all fun, andthen I come here and a few friends , female albeit, pointed out to me that its so mean, blah blah blah. So I thought aboutit, and I seriously dont like to take action based on what other people said, And i realised, I guess thats really mean, Cos what if *gasp* one of them actually thinks that there might be more. Ok so I was like screw this, I'll start on a clean plate, and i called them sadly, to tel them that I want some more space and that they should lay around waiting for me to come back. Of course they were all shocked, but what the heck, I'm actually gettina lil tired of repsonding to several emails a day from them and calling them 2 times a week. So i'm single again. Hurrah.

I've been spending a lotta time with my ex classmates his time around, And i love it. Its so nice to catch up etc etc. I noticed me and Amos are very dfferent now, sadly, all he talks about is how hes better than people here or somethin along those lines, which annoys me slightly, or how hes so damn busy with work. And nic is so busy with his gf, and then andre is always late. I became a lot closer to Miss Ting this time around, which is pretty cool. Alrite, I've spoken too much, Till saturday Mr andre and tingting, and till monday my buddy shaun and amos and nic. peaaace.

Trial

Ok, soooo, i heard you goto say something before you can view anybody else's blog. So here ya go

SOMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEETHIIIIIIIIIIIIIING


Ok ok, when i get some inspiration to write, I will.
peace out till then