Long time
It has been a long time since I've made a post. One of those random moments when I come back from work, and im like hey, let me update my blog. Not reallly sure how many people read this anymore, considering I havent updated in 6+ months.
So, after a salary job with Du pont for 3 months, I quit, because I found extremely boring, and I didnt want to be trapped ina cubicle for the rest of my life. Packed my bags, moved back to gainesville, and picked up a job as a dishwasher at aa asian cuisine restaurant. I'd never worked at a restaurant before, so I figure I'd get some experience. 6 months later, I am a sushi chef/assistant manager of the joint, and I'm making almost as much money as I did working salary at du pont. I cant really say I'm satisfied with my life at the moment, but I am happy. Bills get paid, I'm having a ton of fun. Unfortunately, I'm not really sure what I want to do with the rest of my life. Any sort of attempt at another salary job for the next 6 months will be a miss, since there is no fucking way I will pass any of the drug tests. Reminds me of my modeling days, except worse. Drugs have become the substitute for alcohol these days. Although, some of the long term effects of cocaine/marijuana are much more subtle than alcohol, I still feel sort of feel bad for abusing it. Oh well, I suppose I have to live with my choices. Hopefully some day I will wake up and it will hit me, as to what I'm supposed to do with the rest of my life.
And then there are the girls. I actually have to see a phsychologist for my female problems which stem from one single problem, an over inflated ego. I'm never satisfied. It's almost inhumane for me to be nice to any girl that I am interested in. I dont really have a problem picking up girls, its keeping them thats the problem. Its almost as if I have female ADD. As a close friend of mine told me once, "All this because some girl came along and broke your heart, am I right?". SHe was probably right, but I'd definately not like to think so.
Anyways, Ciao.
