I pick up my smile put it in my pocket
Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it
Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it
Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya

Ooh can you feel the same
Ooh you gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Ooh I feel it comin' in
The mountains win again
The mountains win again

Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life
I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand
This time in my life I was hurt enough to care
I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share

Ooh can you feel the same
Ooh ya gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Yeah feel it comin' in
The mountains win again

A pocket is no place for a smile anyway
Someday I will find love again will blow my mind
Maybe it will be that love that got away from me
Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight
Can you feel the same
Yeah ya gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Ooh feel it comin' in
The mountains win again
Ooh the mountains win again

-Blues Travellers, Mountains Win again. I highly recommend getting this song. It's so friggin mellow.

Today I saw a movie with robin williams, where people inject a chip which retains every memory u have, and have the best ones (aka the ones ur loved ones want to be played) at ur funeral as a remembrance.

This lead me to think. What if someone managed to get a hold of such a chip of my life. What would they think?

Am I a thief, a deceiving coniving sonovabitch?
Am I a nice guy only to those that I love?
Am I cold and ruthless, and do things that my job entails?
Am I someone that can never be respected in public due to the deeds that I've done? that too for money and an honest pay?

Thats an answer to a story that I'll never know.