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You know, I was going to wait till next semester to do this, but the bitching and annoyance from my parents and dad has gone too far in my "I can deal with the bitching scale". So basically my dad is complaining that his dishwasher, and his microwave oven are both fucked up, and he doesnt really have enough money to buy a new one, or ones. My mom has some dental problem, and she doesnt wanna go get it done, cos it costs too damn much. Man fuck this shit. TOday I have decided. I am taking my ass to the financial department tomorrow right fuckin first thing in the mornin, and gettin myself into debt. I.e. I'm gonna do the unthinkable. The one thing, students worry the most about. The one thing that can fuck you up in a coupla years so bad, you wonder why you did it in the first place. I am taking out a god damn student loan. I am so damn sick and tired of my dad complaining that funding me is a big strain on him. I totally understand, and now that I have gone beyond my tolerence limit, the time has come for me to do it. I have given this a lot of thought, and I seriously wish I had the minutes to call my girlfriend and ask her her opinion, but I dont, and besides , shes at work. I havent told my parents that but I know they're gonna flip. Whatever, fuck em. My dad and his stupid cultural, I've goto pay for you so that I feel good about myself, but I'll bitch whenever I am financially strained, but not allow my son to take out loan. So anyways, as of tomorrow, assuming I get the god damn loans, I'll be officially Broke. I'm talking, so broke I cant afford to pay attention broke. Oh well, at least I'll be completely financially independant. how nice that would be.