been sick for a coupla days. I'm sorta getting over it, and I'm sorta glad taht I am. Was worried it might be something more than a flu. But today Desperate Housewives is on again for season 2. Hooorah!
To all those celebrating Easter, Happy Easter. I know I forgot to tell you this morning Ting. Accept my apologies.

You know what pissed me off today? Amanda(Doug's gf Amanda) got me this chocolate cake with marshmellows and raisins and nuts for Easter. I guess as a sign of good will. THis fucker Noam tells me he wants half to take to his gf Amanda, and I'm like sure whatever, I dont think I could eat all of it anyway. So just now I walk to the kitchen to see eat a little bit more, and I realised that he left me a piece maybe 5 cm by 1 cm in size. What the Fuck. I swear, the "cake" was like 40 cm in diameter. If I did some sorta math, I would know thathalf of that isnt a fucking piece that I could 4 of in my mouth. I realised over the past few days that Noam, even though I've known him for 4 years, he never fails to let me down in his selfishness. First there was the whole cheating on my ex, and then there was the whole apologising to me, and doing it again. And several other instances along the way. I mean, he's been really good to me, overall, driving me places when I needed to go and all that. I'm indebted to him in that way, but seriously it's these small things that piss me off. The cake wasnt even for him. Doug's Amanda hates him. And always those quirky sarcastic remarks he always makes about me, has me wondering whether there is some truth behind it. Sometimes, I feel and he has confessed to me that he feels insecure around me. I dont friggin understand what the heck that is about. It's like I cant even talk to the girls taht he's dating because he's scared that they'll dump him or something. He gets so insecure when I even say hi to his Amanda. I don't even know what to say. This blog was going to be a positive one, until Noam totally pissed me off, by being a selfish asshole. But anyways, I hope everyone's had a great weekend.
And Ting, I promise your present will be mailed out in 1-2 days. So it's 1 1/2 months late eh. Sorry babe :-p