Its been a while since I wrote. Becoming like Andre. The last week or so I've spent in solemn thinking. Don't know, just felt I had to think about everything that I'm doing. My life, my studies, work, etc. Guess I'm just making up for all the years that I havent really thought about my future, and to tell you the truth. I'm f-in scared. Life is sorta scary. Its like a road on town. Sometimes you take the right way, and you'll end up in Hollywood blvd, and you take the next turn and you end up in the ghetto. Who's ever to tell ya where to turn.

I realise the only thing I want out of my life, is to get everything I want, to be able to do everything I want. But talking to Ting the otherday, it also made me wonder if, I want to live for the future, or live for the present. Its a tough choice to make I guess. Its hard to think about the future living in the present. But whatever, I think if life hands you a lemon, you better have some tequila and salt on hand. But as for now, I'm going to tend to my homework, and my design project proposals. Some interesting stuff I'm gonna be doing. Maybe I'll talk more about it some time. Peace.