The voice inside my head says

The past couple of days have been hard on me. Got stuck with food poisoning, and finally making some headway toward recovery.
And the last 2 days I had time to reflect and this is what I realised:

I miss picking up the phone to call you. I miss having someone to talk to amongst all my troubles. I miss laughing, and being totally happy. I miss the way you talk so softly into the phone, and having to decipher what you said without asking you again. I miss looking at my watch and wondering what time I should call you. I miss the fact that I cant think of you before I go to bed and right after I wake up. I miss the way you call Cappy "Cappy-py"
I miss having you design my projects. I miss you taking my notes. I miss the way your hair feels. I miss knowing what cologne to wear out because you like it. I miss writing emails everyday. I miss being motivated and knowing what my goals in life were. I miss taking care of myself and my body because I always wanted to give you the best. I miss thinking that in 4 years I can give you all that you want in your life, everytime I read your blog. I miss that I cant be the one waking up next to you. I miss the fact that I could say I was settled when thinking about my future.And most of all, I miss you.